A Sign?

You know how I was saying I often wake up and I'll be singing a song in my head, like I just keep hearing the song over and over? It's no surprise, since I do love music so much. This morning was no different. I was laying there, after pushing snooze about 3 times (LOL!) and I was singing:

"In the end we're all God's children now......we gotta learn to love"
"In the end we're all God's children now......we gotta learn to love"

Just singing it over and over. I knew it was a Leeland song, because I was hearing Leeland sing it, but it is not one that I normally listen to. You know how when you have a favorite CD, there are always a few that you usually skip over? Well, this is one that I almost always skip over. I don't know why, because it's actually a pretty good song. It's just not one of my favorites. I even had to look it up to see what CD it was off of and what the actual title of it is.

I did think it was kind of weird that it would be the one going through my mind, until I actually realized what the words were that I was singing. Then, it was another one of those moments that could easily be dismissed as coincidence (which is exactly what Morgan did), but I just know better, because I was praying about something very specific last night and told God that He was just going to have to give me a sign about it or something, because I have no idea if it's His will or not. I still don't even know.

You see, it's something that I have always known that I wanted, since I was a little girl, and then life just happened and it got pushed aside. And then I thought it just probably wouldn't ever be possible, but that was before I learned that with God, all things are possible. It's something that I've always been passionate about, because it's something that has blessed my life so much. It's not a decision to be taken lightly though, and of course, it's not just my decision to make. It's one that I expect most of our family won't "get". I also realize that it may not be God's will and there may be other plans He has for us to do that will fulfill His purpose better, and I'm excited about whatever those plans are for our family.

So, as I lay in bed last night, praying that God would help me understand His will for our family regarding adoption, I just told Him that I know if it's meant to be, that it will fall into place, but if He wanted to give me a sign or something, that would be great too. Ha! And then when I woke up singing,

"In the end we're all God's children now........we gotta learn to love,"

it was hard for me not to think that it might just be that sign that I prayed for, because All God's Children is the adoption agency that I have been researching. I don't know if it was a sign or not, but I just wanted to document this, in case it does turn out that we take that journey one day. It will take lots of prayer, but I know that if this is what God has planned, He will show us the way.