I believe you, I believe

Do you ever wake up in the morning, and you begin to hum a song without even thinking about it. That's what I did today.

I was not looking forward to today. Today involved a doctor's appointment, and there is not really anything in this world that brings me to extreme panic worse than a doctor's appointment. I wasn't always this way. I used to love appointments because that meant I got to miss work! But, I guess when you spend 3 days in the ICU, knowing that your waiting will result in someone you love being taken from you, waiting in the doctor's office will tend to elicit the same panic response.

So, I woke up this morning knowing this was the day. The coolest thing happened though.....I realized that I had dreamed about waiting in the doctor's office. And guess who was sitting right beside me, as we waited for what seemed like hours? My Mom! When I woke up, I could see the picture of her from my dream, sitting right beside me!

And do you want to know what the song was that I just happened to be humming? It's called "All Around Me" off the new David Crowder Band CD. The line I was humming was "I can feel you all around me, thickening the air I'm breathing." Then, "I'm alive, I'm alive". Then to "You said you would never leave me, I believe you, I believe."

Wow! I was just humming the tune and then I realized what the actual words were to the parts I was singing. This is what it means to be loved by the Lord. It's like He was telling me that it's okay, my Mom is okay, and He is with me. I believe!



So, I had made this dermatologist's appointment after looking at this bump on my arm for three years and knowing that I really should get it checked out. I felt like God kept sending me reminders to go......I kept hearing about other people with skin cancer, and other forms of cancer, so I finally broke down and made an appointment. It turns out that this bump isn't even anything to worry about.......he said it's just some type of scar tissue and won't give me any problems. However, there was one spot on my back that Morgan's been bugging me about for years, and wouldn't you know the Dr. decided to remove it, because he didn't like the way it looked. Maybe God placed that bump on my arm just to get me to finally get the other one checked out! I am thanking God for his blessings today. And for prayers answered.

In other news, I added a few more things to my shop yesterday. I'm working on more stuff today. These are some thumbtacks I made and I added a few more ponytail holders and magnet sets. I hope you see something you like =)
Hope everyone's having a great day so far!